BLOGGING: Revamping One's Self and the Lack of Consistency and Productivity
It's almost become a joke at how many times I've restarted this site (along with my vlogs) only to have it all fall on the wayside after less than two weeks. There's a conflict between what I want to do, and what I do.
There is no habit, there is no consistency, and it hurts not just my online presence but myself. I used to be so much more open, and now I've swung in the other direction. It's kind of depressing at this point, being unmoored to something I do feel passionate about creating but then not having the discipline to follow it through. It just leaves this hollowed out feeling of "I could've done this" or "I could've filmed that." It's been a problem since I decided to create content on the side, to break the monotone of a very academic life. I can say without a shadow of a doubt that I:
1. Tend to put too much on my plate.
2. Too broke to be a beauty blogger in the current state of affairs ($120 for a Natasha Denona palette?!)
3. Tend to put my foot in my mouth so often.
4. Get anxious about posting anything on social media.
So I'll try to get over at least item #4 to try and be consistent with my content. If I can be reliable on work and school, I can be reliable on this. I'll be posting on a Tuesday and Friday format, starting with a post on What's In My Bag, for Tuesday.
There is no habit, there is no consistency, and it hurts not just my online presence but myself. I used to be so much more open, and now I've swung in the other direction. It's kind of depressing at this point, being unmoored to something I do feel passionate about creating but then not having the discipline to follow it through. It just leaves this hollowed out feeling of "I could've done this" or "I could've filmed that." It's been a problem since I decided to create content on the side, to break the monotone of a very academic life. I can say without a shadow of a doubt that I:
1. Tend to put too much on my plate.
2. Too broke to be a beauty blogger in the current state of affairs ($120 for a Natasha Denona palette?!)
3. Tend to put my foot in my mouth so often.
4. Get anxious about posting anything on social media.
So I'll try to get over at least item #4 to try and be consistent with my content. If I can be reliable on work and school, I can be reliable on this. I'll be posting on a Tuesday and Friday format, starting with a post on What's In My Bag, for Tuesday.
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